What is an extra effort? It is applying an effort that is sufficient for you to be given a greater Kli and then it becomes possible to receive fulfillment. But how can I know that? That is why it is called work above reason.
I have no ability to work with any kind of control over this. Moreover, what does it mean that I can evaluate my work? After all, I am supposed to work without any reward, without any criticism, without anything.
If I want to rise to a higher degree, then I must now exert efforts without asking for any payment for it, simply give everything to everyone. Why? Because I want to ascend to a higher spiritual degree. So, ascend, do it. But it is impossible.
The surrounding light corrects me to some extent now. It holds me by giving me a certain illumination at a particular spiritual level of life. Now I want to awaken it so that it will send me an even greater force. But first of all, why would I even want this? After all, on a higher degree, I must renounce many things, want less for myself, and give more. How can I do this?
This means that I must once again take some of my egoistic desires and correct them. With what force can I do this? The surrounding light does not yet shine upon me and does not give me these forces. I must first make an effort.
And of course, my efforts are in Lo Lishma. That is, I awaken upon myself an unnatural action that is not embedded in my nature, and I awaken it indirectly. I cannot do it directly. If I could slightly open the tap of the surrounding light so that more of it would come to me, if that were in my power, I would already have acquired bestowing Kelim. But I am not capable of doing that.
So how can I still influence the turning of this tap so that it opens and corrects me more? For this, there are indirect actions that I perform without understanding. I do not even understand what I am doing. I can never cut myself off from my desires.
How can I do this if I am within this nature? Therefore, the work takes place when one “walks through the desert.” There is the concept of “banners” (under which banner one stands), and the Torah portion itself is called Bamidbar (In the Desert). We work in Lo Lishma, and through this, we come to Lishma.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 5/2/26, Rabash, “What Are Banners in the Work?”
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