What is the state in which a person finds himself in the boundary layer at the crossing of the Machsom? We need to know what states arise so that we can monitor ourselves and understand whether we are already there or still here.
We are not speaking about the heavens suddenly opening, or about certain forces, lightning, angels, and so on appearing. We are speaking only about an inner sensation: whether a deeper vision of the universe is being revealed to us, a vision beyond its boundaries—the forces that govern it, the general thought, plan, and will, and about how this is sensed by us.
All this arises within a person, subjectively, while outwardly nothing changes. The world remains the same and has no idea that one of its inhabitants has entered a degree of direct connection with the Creator.
As Maimonides writes, the world continues to exist just as it does now. Moreover, he writes this about Gmar Tikkun, the very last point of correction, when not only one person but all people attain the highest point of existence—eternal and perfect.
Our world seems so defective, insignificant, dirty, incredibly small, and suffocating. But, in fact, we will see that this is not so at all; our perception will change.
Thus, nothing changes around a person; his worldview and sensation change. The crossing of the Machsom itself consists of several stages. This transition fluctuates: a person is sometimes above his egoism and sometimes below it. This happens several times, alternately. Then the final and complete breakthrough occurs.
At the beginning of the crossing of the Machsom, a person’s state can be compared to being in water. Sometimes he is above the surface and sometimes below it; he seems to plunge into the desires and thoughts of only this world, into thoughts about himself, for himself, and using others for his own sake.
In other words, this is what we think: “I should work for the group, connect with the friends, study…” But why should I do it? So that I can advance. This state is called “below the Machsom,” and this is where we are. The second state is when a person is, as it were, above the surface of the water.
Then he understands that all egoists are like children, because they were created this way by the Creator. They are not to blame for acting as they do. Therefore, the Creator is completely lenient toward them, because He is the one who created them this way.
And one who rises above the Machsom, as above the surface of the water, begins to feel within himself that he wishes everyone well and wants to help them. He feels the need to relate to everyone as the Creator relates to them, because rising above the Machsom means adhesion and becoming similar to the Creator’s thoughts.
Then he begins asking the Creator to show him how He relates to humanity so that he may become increasingly similar to Him. He does not want to rise merely for the sake of rising, but in order to justify the Creator’s plan concerning all humanity.
He begins to feel the need for this justification. He is afraid that he does not yet understand or recognize how the Creator relates to everyone and that, somewhere, perhaps, he even disagrees with Him.
The state after the Machsom is when a person already desires a greater revelation of the Creator, not so that it will be pleasant for him to see how everything in the world moves according to one system, but in order to justify the Creator. Although he cannot truly justify Him, he desires to do so because, by this, he brings Him contentment.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson, 9/29/26, Sitrin Convention, Sukkot 2003
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