Jul 22, 2026 5:45 AM -
And they turned and went up to the mountain, and they came to the valley of Eshkol and spied it out. And they took some of the fruit of the land in their hand[s] and brought it down to us, brought us back word, and said, “The land the Lord, our God, is giving us is good.” But you did not want to go up, and you rebelled against the commandment of the Lord, your God (The Torah, Deuteronomy, 1:24-1:26).
Entering the land means changing one’s intention. Everything outside the land of Israel represents a desire with which you work for your own sake while standing outside its boundaries. Everything within the land of Israel represents a desire with which you work not for yourself, but for others.
You murmured in your tents and said, “Because the Lord hates us, He took us out of the land of Egypt, to deliver us into the hand[s] of the Amorites to exterminate us.” Where shall we go up? (The Torah, Deuteronomy), 1:27-1:28).
When we study Kabbalah, we feel that we must rise to the quality of bestowal now, come out of ourselves, shed our egoistic skin, and belong to the surrounding space, to the world.
But what must we do with ourselves in order to feel such a state?! We do not understand it! That is the problem! The children of Israel, those who wish to attain the spiritual degree, must pass through precisely this stage.
Moreover, they are ready for it, since they have reached the level of Bina, and now they must rise from it to Keter, and begin transforming their egoism into “receiving for the sake of bestowal”.
They acquired the level of “bestowal for the sake of bestowal” during the forty years of wandering in the desert, and now they must enter the state called “the land of Israel,” “receiving for the sake of bestowal,” meaning to completely change their attitude toward themselves and toward the surrounding world.
What is to be done? A problem arises. Therefore the people stand and complain. In other words, all the qualities within a person resist it because they do not know how to ascend to the degree that lies ahead.
The state of “bestowal for the sake of bestowal” is different. I do not actually bestow anything to anyone, nor do I work against my nature. I simply come out of it, and rise above my egoistic levels.
I am driven to this by the suffering I experience along the way because the greater the suffering, the fewer the desires. If I suffer from something, I move away from it, and stop dealing with it. My egoism helps me rid myself of it; it itself pushes me toward the quality of Bina: “What does it cost you to give up your desires? The less you want, the fewer problems you have.”
I completely annul myself, stop using my desire, Malchut, and rise above it in every respect. This is the quality of Bina, when practically I want nothing, and I elevate myself from Malchut to Bina.
But when I approach the land of Israel, an inversion takes place. I must perceive everything around me in a completely different way.
Now, from the quality of Bina, I must descend once again into Malchut, into my egoistic desires, and with their help take everything possible from the world in order to pass it on to others, transforming these desires into goodness for them.
I have this ability, I was born this way, and I exert my utmost effort to carry out this action. I use immense egoism, and employ all my skill in order to “break open the bank,” and give it to others.
How can I activate my egoism, my enormous desires and capabilities, in order to bestow to others, when in fact I wanted to take all of it from them? Here I am dealing with the inverse use of my evil, and I convert it into good, while I absolutely do not understand or feel either the reward, the likelihood of success, or the result of the action.
The entire “people” are the desires of a person that ascends to a new degree. Therefore it is natural that all one’s desires rebel as the person stands before entering that degree.
While in an egoistic state, they longed to reach the promised land because it seemed good to them. After all, when I work with my egoism, it is clear to me what needs to be done.
But here I pass through stages of complete detachment from my egoism, and now I must bring it back again in order to work for others. But for whom? For the most repulsive, most hated people (desires), that is, seemingly to my own detriment.
Yet until I attain the level of Bina, it is impossible to understand this. This is exactly what the spies teach the people.
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From KabTV’s “The Secrets of the Eternal Book”
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